sometimes i feel intensely weak and ashamed of not having lived more of a traditional, or socially acceptable life….
if they won’t/can’t/aren’t available to meet you halfway, move along. spiritual connection takes precedence over the animal/carnal needs (perhaps a tall order in a hyper-sexualized society). if it’s to be, it will….
be aware of that which steals or misdirects your focus — not to guilt or shame yourself, nor the source, but simply to reclaim your creative energies; to discharge and depolarize any and all flow or substance that would better serve you elsewhere….