i often feel quite in my element, and that i am on my mission, but, nearly as often, i get tripped up and frustrated in the practical things… like providing for myself and being able to pay the bills, so to free up my creative and conscious efforts, and get back to being a positive, uplifting, healing force in this world, at this time….
what is it that won’t let you sleep at night? what is it that gnaws at the back of your mind? what is it that angers, frustrates or disheartens you?
none of that is the issue. that’s all noise, programs, the ideas of other people, the seeds of cultural norms and expectations… but none of it is your own voice….
over the years, i’ve tried different ways and means to support myself, and to create the time and space to pursue my artistic endeavors….