we work hard to maintain appearances, don’t we? be it banks, government, our schools, churches, the media, or our own selves, there is virtually unnoticeable progress, and instead, slowly swirling eddies of superficial, endless noisemaking….
aka, history. we primarily associate this idea with what has passed, our perspective on that information and experience, and ideally our mindset and values relevant to that time….
if i died tomorrow
i’d be alright
though regretful. . ….
it’s been quite a year. much has changed. much has stayed the same. i have lived in four different places, after being parked for five years…and i’m on the verge of moving again.
what holds true is that wherever we go, there we be. i feel that as vividly as ever….
we make time for a lot of things, usually unconsciously. strange things, like struggle, worry, anxiety, stress and violence; for jobs, deadlines, tasks, superficial arguments, small-minded obligations; for another’s dream, or ridiculous routine….