there’s a lot of clever language and programming out there that keeps us spinning around and dazed, frustrated, directionless and at odds with ourselves, and each other….
there are three main challenges i’ve taken upon myself to explore in this lifetime. they revolve around money (flow, abundance, reward), relationship (connection, trust, intimacy, reciprocation), and meaningful existence (career, service, entrepreneurship)….
there are many “best” moments that have come and gone. i try to have fewer regrets about anything as i get older. holding any negativity or judgment toward anything, really, is only ever self-serving and muddies the lucidity of awareness and inspiration. it’s been far too easy to beat the shit out of myself, or to project my fears onto others….
i enjoy remixing and remaking my songs into alternate versions, once an album is released. it’s fun to strip down the song, usually to only vocal tracks, then build a new groove, and see where it goes….
the anxiety, worry, and stress does nothing to help your creative flow. it not only closes doors right in front of you, it locks them, so you’re convinced you need to keep madly seeking, searching, struggling and suffering in the “how” of it all, lacking the magic key….