Why are you so concerned about the weather, especially the rain? Do you regret all the sunny days you spent worrying, fretting, toiling, complaining, or pretending “when I can… Then I will…” works?
If that’s all you can now muster concern for, then please, disrobe and go out into the rain. If the drops still hit your skin and wet your head, you’re not dead yet. Quit acting like you are.