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Category: Journal Entries

thoughts, ponderings, experiences and lessons learned. or, something deep and life-changing.

On Awakening: What Would Life Be Like, Really?

We often ask what life would look like if humanity awakened. The problem isn’t the question itself, but the assumption that we could recognize the answer from within our current condition. Whatever such a world might be, it would not resemble our fantasies, myths, or technologies. It would demand something far more unsettling: presence without projection.

The Shame Engine: Awakening from the Mimetic Noise

Long before we question what we want, we’re taught what to want, who to admire, and what to fear so we won’t be cast out of the herd. Most never notice when that bargain is made, or what it costs. This reflection is about the moment the noise becomes unbearable, borrowed desires grow heavy, and the suspicion arises that freedom may require letting go of far more than we were ever told.

Gold Coin: Escaping the Capitalist Imprint

This piece explores how deeply capitalism has shaped our inner lives — not just our work or our wallets, but our values, identity, and sense of purpose. It asks what remains when we strip away the inherited stories and return to our original essence, our unconditioned knowing. It’s an invitation to question the structures that have defined us, and to rediscover the freedom we unknowingly traded along the way.

Losing Yourself to Find Yourself

Self-discovery is rarely a straightforward journey. It’s a process of shedding, unraveling, and stepping into the unknown. We often fear losing ourselves, yet in that very loss, we create space for something deeper, something truer to emerge. This piece explores the paradox of letting go — how embracing uncertainty and releasing what no longer serves us can lead to a more authentic, aligned way of being.