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Category: Journal Entries

thoughts, ponderings, experiences and lessons learned. or, something deep and life-changing.

On Awakening: What Would Life Be Like, Really?

We often ask what life would look like if humanity awakened. The problem isn’t the question itself, but the assumption that we could recognize the answer from within our current condition. Whatever such a world might be, it would not resemble our fantasies, myths, or technologies. It would demand something far more unsettling: presence without projection.

Laziness of Mind and Spirit: Outsourcing Our Souls

There is a particular kind of decay that does not announce itself through violence or ruin, but through forgetfulness. It is the forgetting of how to listen inwardly, how to sit with uncertainty, how to sense truth without being told what to think. Over time, this forgetting hardens into habit — reliance on systems, experts, devices, and doctrines that promise clarity while dulling discernment. The events of recent years did not create this condition; they merely revealed it. What we are facing is not a crisis of information, but a crisis of mind, spirit, and attention.

Image, Callus, and Agency: Reclaiming Our Creative Power

This short essay explores how conscious attention to our inner image — the visions we hold of how life should be — can empower us to resist manipulation, reclaim agency, and shape reality. It examines the ways media, technology, and culture distort perception, and how cultivating a spiritual callus and deliberate inner vision can guide authentic action.

Gold Coin: Escaping the Capitalist Imprint

This piece explores how deeply capitalism has shaped our inner lives — not just our work or our wallets, but our values, identity, and sense of purpose. It asks what remains when we strip away the inherited stories and return to our original essence, our unconditioned knowing. It’s an invitation to question the structures that have defined us, and to rediscover the freedom we unknowingly traded along the way.

Making Plans: The Courage to Connect Again

We break patterns by stepping beyond the familiar — beyond family expectations, old versions of ourselves, and the noise of a world engineered to divide and distract. Real connection, the kind that wakes the heart and steadies the spirit, starts when we stop letting “them” define our reality. A reminder to reclaim your agency, trust your instincts, and hold a different image of what’s possible.