We’ve been told to “fake it until we make it,” as if pretending our way through life will somehow bring us truth. But pretending has a price — one paid in authenticity, integrity, and the quiet collapse of self.
Tag: awareness
Every so often, a truth we’ve lived by begins to fracture. What once felt steady and self-evident no longer holds. The mind resists, the heart hesitates, and we question how something once sacred could suddenly feel hollow. Yet this breaking is not collapse — it’s transformation. The moment a past truth gives way, we stand at the threshold of what’s next, if only we’re willing to look beyond the shards and keep walking.
Life unfolds as a paradox — astonishing in its beauty, devastating in its violence. Within this tension lies the call to choose: to be captured by systems that distort, or to remember the deeper spark within. This reflection lingers on the traps of belief, the illusions of control, and the quiet strength of reclaiming one’s own knowing.
A meditation on shock, belief, and the endless search for truth. The reflection moves through the traps of ritualized events and the exhaustion of external authority, toward the quiet recognition that all answers ultimately return inward. It is an invitation to see illusion for what it is, without fear or denial, and to live from what endures beneath it.
We like to think we have time — that tomorrow or next year we’ll finally sit down and give life to the things that matter most. But time has never been ours to control. This piece is a reminder, to myself as much as anyone, of what’s lost when we wait, and what’s possible when we stop waiting.