Here you’ll find my philosophical meanderings in the form of articles, essays, and occasional poetry. My interests and curiosities are broad, but the central focus remains the pursuit of what is authentic, real, and true.

Lux et veritas

Journal Entries / self awareness (244 Posts)

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While We’re Still Here

Fear, Fiction, and the Human Story

04 September 2026 ~ 8 minute read

Perhaps the first thing worth questioning is not what we have been told about the world, but why we have been taught to fear it in the first place. So much of what passes for certainty seems to depend upon our willingness to accept the premise before we ever examine it, and so much of what follows becomes inevitable only because we have agreed, consciously or otherwise, that it must be. Somewhere beneath all of it remains a simpler possibility: that we have far more agency than we’ve been led to believe, and that the story is not yet finished.

Causation

03 September 2026 ~ 8 minute read

At some point, we have to stop asking what the world expects of us and start asking what we are actually here to do. Not in some grand or abstract sense, but right here, in the middle of whatever is presently unfolding. Beneath the noise, beneath the accumulated assumptions and inherited stories, there remains a quieter position from which we can see, choose, and move differently. Perhaps that is where causation begins.

The Spectator and the Builder

Something Worth Staying For

22 August 2026 ~ 3 minute read

There are moments when another person’s choices expose something in us that we would rather not examine. Their willingness to risk, commit, uproot, rebuild, and begin again can become an uncomfortable mirror — not because we should imitate them, but because their movement reminds us of where we have remained still.

Conditionality

The Rules Reality Never Gave Us

22 August 2026 ~ 4 minute read

How much of what we believe must happen before we can move forward was ever truly ours to begin with? We inherit assumptions, expectations, fears, priorities, and definitions of success, then quietly build conditions around them. When this, then that. When I have enough. When I’m ready. When circumstances change. When someone approves. Eventually, these conditions cease to look like conditions at all. They begin to look like identity.

Still Lingering

Don’t Make a Home of the Answer

18 August 2026 ~ 4 minute read

There are ideas we encounter that seem to explain everything for a time. They give shape to questions we’ve carried for years, offer language for things we’ve sensed but couldn’t articulate, or open doors into entirely new ways of seeing. But even the most compelling idea can become another place to stop moving. What once expanded us can eventually become another boundary if we become too attached to it.

The Reality We Inherited

Standing on Stories

15 August 2026 ~ 8 minute read

There is a peculiar exhaustion that comes from maintaining a reality some deeper part of you no longer believes. You can learn to live with the contradictions, explain away the inconsistencies, and keep moving through the machinery of everyday life, but the questions remain. Perhaps the greater discomfort isn’t discovering that something you believed was untrue. Perhaps it’s realizing how much of yourself you invested in believing it.