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Category: Journal Entries

thoughts, ponderings, experiences and lessons learned. or, something deep and life-changing.

When an Old Truth Breaks

Every so often, a truth we’ve lived by begins to fracture. What once felt steady and self-evident no longer holds. The mind resists, the heart hesitates, and we question how something once sacred could suddenly feel hollow. Yet this breaking is not collapse — it’s transformation. The moment a past truth gives way, we stand at the threshold of what’s next, if only we’re willing to look beyond the shards and keep walking.

It’s Not Free Will

What if free will is just an illusion, and the life we live is a game within a game? Across centuries, sacred texts and mystics promise enlightenment, yet the contradictions of existence remain. This essay confronts those tensions, questioning the narratives we inherit and what it truly means to be free.

Time in a Bottle

We like to think we have time — that tomorrow or next year we’ll finally sit down and give life to the things that matter most. But time has never been ours to control. This piece is a reminder, to myself as much as anyone, of what’s lost when we wait, and what’s possible when we stop waiting.

True Power is Peaceful

Power in this world is paraded as force, domination, or control. Yet these are only shadows — fragile, temporary masks of something deeper. The essence of true power cannot be seized, sold, or inverted. It rests quietly, waiting in the stillness for those who remember to listen.

True power is peaceful.

Infinite Now: The Paradox of Freedom

We weren’t built for infinity. Not in these bodies. Not in this world. And yet here we are — drowning in data, swimming in timelines, trying to make sense of the everything-all-at-once. This isn’t just about tech or spirituality. It’s about focus. Intention. Choice. Because when everything is possible, the most powerful thing you can do… is choose.