You’ve learned a lot about a lot of different things. You’ve sought the gems hidden within scriptures, esoteric and mystic channelings, educational texts, novels of fiction, memoirs and autobiographies, and the endless stream of podcasts, videos and films.
It culminates in a persistent simmering synthesis of knowledge that ideally will emerge through your living practices as experience and wisdom.
You’ll never learn what you can’t teach, and you’ll never retain the habits and minor conscious shifts based on newly uncovered information without a persistent application and thus personalization of it. Baby steps or giant leaps, it doesn’t matter. Move the potential into the practicable.